Sunday, November 4, 2007
i dunno. i dun feel tired. . .
sometimes i give up doin the things i do. cos i see other ppl at my age doing a hell lot better. i jus cant get myself to realise that one day i can be like them.
i really wanna FEEL the feeling of knowing u exceeded ur own expectations again. i wanna be someone who can say that i'm not a loser. but yet the actions i do and the words i say beg to differ.
sian
life jus crawls from underneath ur bed and attempt to strangle u sometimes. but sometimes it gives u flowers or balloons.
its jus so unpredictable. to be able to know that i could've saved my time doing something useful, to be a city of light, to be a talent, to be something of use.
i'm gonna do something soon. if not when?
Sunday, November 04, 2007